Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older
things havent been going so well... finished 2 mid sems micro econs and japanese
still got one more coming up this thursday past week has been intense getting sick of mugging already and i still got 7 more weeks till i can return back to sg saturday was anzac day a special day honouring soldiers who fought during the first world war and second world war today is a public holiday in lieu of anzac day which means one extra day for studying
its getting cold at night these days from 5plus in the evening its getting dark winter is coming soon
really want to just zonk out
been listening to this song very catchy nice
5:22:00 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
end of the one week break
a lot has happened
dinner at freemantle last friday nite with xian han, alex and terence fish and chips rock too many pple at freo grabbed bubbletea later on once again
sat afternoon had dimsum with ethel, ginny, hy, nick tan, nick tian, charles nice food yum yum i realise i dont eat a lot when eating dim sum........... resisted temptation to buy bubbletea
sunday just spent trying to squeeze some work before roadtrip
monday to wednesday was roadtrip to margaret region stayed at a small town augusta at the southern west tip of aust
visited places like caves, wineries, beaches, lighthouse the natural scenery really blows you off your feet the weather was also chilly at the beach you felt cold due to the gusts of wind blowing in from the oceans ate a lot as well i realised that the further you go away from metro perth the more laidback you feel you feel detached from city life and you stop to gave at the stars at night surounded by the natural scenery
only saw a few kangooroos, many cows along the way at cape leuwin lighthouse managed to catch a glimpse of dolphins in the distant my camera couldnt capture them but it was nice to see the pod of dolphins breaking the waves
during the break got to know more about my friends travelling with me even though we were not all from the hall, a mixture of outsiders plus hallmates we got along just fine and had agood time and it makes me more determined to pass my driving licence..... im attemptin to retake in june when i get back to sg once again
the feeling of defeat still lingers in my mind
thursday was my 22nd bday had a suprise on wednesday nite ethel, ginny and gang bought a cake for me and jonathan who shared the same bday as me thanks for the wishes and the gift really apprecaite it.... this is my first bday away from sg
spent thursday lazing around, squeezing in some work cos i was still zonked out from the trip at nite went to have dinner at northbridge with charles and kevin hogs breath cafe is nice but it takes so darn long to get food served once again got my share of bubbletea
friday and sat spent just fighting procastination and doing work
cos the mid sems are just in afew days time and im quite sick of mugging even thought its only been afew days > _ < jap is the one draining me a lot even though i have the interest to learn it whether i have sufficient ability to learn is is another question
the next few weeks will be crunch time calm before the storm
11:41:00 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
All i want to do is get into the car and drive away from the city blasting music thumping my head to the beat floor the accelerator weave in and out of traffic slam the road hogger in front of me jam the brakes cause opponents car to fly feel the surge of shiokness
and maybe forget all the troubles alas this is nothing but a fantasy
i dont have a valid driving licence i dont have a car i dont have the cash i dont have the motivation to go my work
ive been playing this song over and over again sounds so nice and pleasing to the ear
its the start of the one week break.. i dont want to touch my books for just a few days thats all i am asking for sianz and a lot of places will be closed for the good friday weekend
once again im craving for bubbletea food is one of my solaces now impulsive eating to make me happy
12:36:00 AM
Thursday, April 02, 2009
6 weeks of school have passed one more week and it will be the mid sem break i believe everyone needs this break badly... pressure is building up and there is a need to get away from the books and the whole studying thing
its a challenge everyday... for the past few weeks i have been trying to contain my frustrations which is threatening to burst out of my shell the only thing that keeps it in check are the people around me a simple smile can make so much of a difference
yet somethings are still complicated
havent been excercising that much and im still eating a lot of snacks it doesnt help that the weather is changing i hate the large temp diff like for instance its bout 11 degress celcius now in the afternoon it jumps up to 29 degrees celcius
have you ever got the feeling of you know someone but yet you dont know someone theres always a side that you may or dont know about even among close friends ........
everyone has their secrets and their own demons and my demons are threatening to take over me.............
